It feels kind of scary to have my vision reduced to half. I can’t even stare at the monitor for long and I can’t see any word onthe screen clearly. Seriously this pink eye think scared me so much and I am glad I am on my way towards full recovery.

So yeah basically I am writing this post with my eyes closed simply because I can’t read the words properly. It’s like seeing things through blurred lens.

Alright let’s get straight to the point. I’m writing this to rant about things I deem not right. To be, we should always strive to be the best as an entrepreneur. I am against people who reap hard works of people without doing any ground work or research. To me, most angel investor, VC or whatever you call it are bullshit. Seriously I don’t understand why most investors don’t actually care what they invest. A lot of things are overly invested with little to no value. For example, SnapChat, I don’t see the purpose of dumping so much money into one particular app and trying to make it work. Sometimes the world is kind of crazy with stupid ideas being so bloated. Nobody actually put attention to build something really solid to solve the world’s problem. That’s one.

I realize that most entrepreneurs get complacent eventually. For example, Mark Zuckerberg. Yes I understand that that’s his baby Facebook. Perhaps he is aiming for world’s domination but what kind of satisfaction would you gain from this kind of “monopoly”? Perhaps it’s fun but I don’t see why one should be doing something like that when they are so many things we could achieve in life.

As I read through the net worth of the world’s richest people I suddenly think that all those figures are actually achievable. We are not looking at astronomical figures. Figures like billion dollars net worth, are actually quite achievable when you put all your efforts in doing something meaningful for the public and the world. I look around myself and the world, I simply realize that there are simply too many problems in the world for us to solve. Look at how poor most countries and and how much potential they can grow into, and I’m wondering why people only focus on the short term goals.  I believe with my mentality, I could eventually be an influential person. That’s two.

Here is the interesting part – ethics. I always regard myself as someone who would not bend to any shit for money. No compromise. So here someone is getting on my nerve trying to give me hell through some suit that demand millions of dollar. I mean seriously, I’m just 26 and what the hell you want from me? What did I ever do to deserve this? I don’t understand how people could be so mean to say things like I deserve all these shits and it should be a lesson to be learnt. Alright, I did say some stuff but that is never enough to warrant that! Come on, how would anyone with a reasonable mind would know! I swear I have in my life never say anything publicly on any media against someone’s favor. I must say that guy who made that comment must be out of his mind or simply stupid. There is no way he could have made it better than what I have done. Yeah man this is a legit rant. So after paying a great deal of money having gone through a major ordeal (seriously travelling all over for answers), I have come to the conclusion I need to do what is right for myself. After all, I can’t just sit there and do nothing or else people will deem me as a coward.

Last but not least, I wanna study more on things I am interested to. I think that people don’t actually invest in creative and expect things to be miraculously be better.  Such is the mentality of Malaysian bosses. They are horrible bad employers with no regards to the well being of employees. How the hell you are going to attract the right talents in your company and also deliver world class products and services? Seriously I am no way interested to serve people like these other than Mr Lai Tek Kean (definitely not the older brother). I see that he really value talents who could add value to his team. This leads me to respect him even more. I’m not sure what he went through to become a person like these. So yeah, what triggered me to say this is a simple fact that in production of videos, equipment are extremely important. Doing videos is an expensive endeavor and your equipment is synonymous with your product quality unless you want to frustrate yourself with funny unnecessary challenges that rake up all the time. Seriously, I have 0 respect for people who do not appreciate the work of talents. After all, look at the talent pool within our market and you can understand why only small group of people can actually achieve in this. Who would want to squeeze their brains for no reasons? Like i said I am not willing to do anything for those undeserving employers. I’m glad this time around I am not in that pathetic category but someone who can make a change in all these scenes so I am going to make a major change in the scene starting with our company. Although it’s going to take a lot from my personal share but I believe by leading by example, people are going to follow just like how Mr Lai is doing. He leads by example and show people how this is done.

Having too much freedom can be a good and bad thing. The good thing is that freedom you can do whatever shit you want but the bad thing is that you tend to over think and a perfectionist like me i just don’t stop braining myself out to think all the possibilities.

Not sure who I am trying to impress but it seems I have the tendency to try to praise certain people. Well I do really hope one day I could come to build my own software and production house, in a bungalow, giving a above avarage pay in the market, fuuu.

Throughout my fun journey, well gotta call it fun or else I would call it a fucking struggle! So yeah, I realize that if I trust myself more and do more research upon something I usually yield unexpected results and know a lot of shits that are going to be beneficial. I mean, I don’t understand why people can’t just pay attention to the details and try to understand the whole picture. Sometimes I wish I am immortal and I can learn all the shits in the world and really become omnipotent in all aspects so I can change the world and rectify all the shortcoming of the world. haha! Alright this is a crazy thought.

I’ll stop writing my crazy idea and thought for today. Adios

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